Well after a few exchanged Txt messages I'm happy to report that the little "crush mistaken for love" has been cleared up.

I told her I was interested in someone else already so it was never going to happen. She took it hard as I predicted she would. Then the guilt tripping was ensued. But it did not affect me. So after a few days of being in silence with each other she finally went back to her normal persona.

YAY~

Now...how to tell Kain that I don't like him either...dude...this is sad...

Ok so...

Remember that friend at AX? Well she told me today that she liked me. I was thrown off a bit and had to tell her I didn't know if I felt the same cause we haven't spend enough time together.

Sad thing is ... I want my Swede I think but I don't think she is interested in me so...I'm kinda. Stuck.

I've never had a lover before cause well...I'm a cold fish. Had like a total of three crushes through out my life two of those three were when I was 3 feet tall. And one when I was thirteen or so but he wasn't interested in me, I don't think.

I'll keep low and see what happens. Good thing Jess lives 6 hours away so I don't have to worry much until AX08.

Ohh...I'm so mean.... DX

Happy Birthday to </a>seraphin_kaegan</b></a></span>  that's in two days from now!! XD

Hi guys!

Been almost two years since my last journal postage. So...I'm sixteen now going to be seventeen in just a few months.

I've been living with Spider for the past year thank god. But were moving back to the parents house because of an evil jackass room mate that deserves to have his testies yanked out though his butt.

....

*Ahem* So yes.


I've gotten back into Gaiaonline lately. I meet a girl on there that lives in Sweden. We have been talking for several months but we aren't going so strong now. I find I get angry and jealous a lot when she blows me off for her other friends. And we have a lot of different tastes and opinions on stuff.

I probably shouldn't freakin care...but I do unfortunately. I wish I didn't but hey...it's the Taurus.

So...let's see what else...I'm still fat lol. I've been a red head, blonde, brunette, and most recently now a black head. I like the color of it >:3 Makes me look evil. I'll post a pic of meself with it at the bottom of this boring ass text.

Oh yes! I went to Anime Expo as Vexen from KH2. But I didn't get to cosplay much cause my shield was heavy and everyone, staff included, was bitching at me about it. And I was in a leather coat in 100+ weather DX good god!!

I meet a friend there ^_^ we are still going strong when ever she comes online to talk...which isn't often but I manage.

We are gonna meet at AX08 : D I so excited!!





I look like such a sad puppy DX

Till next time poppets >:3

SPAMMMING!!!

http://gh.ffshrine.org/?r=37334

Ok not really spam but this is a good hang out for otakus ^^ check it out.

DAMN YOU!!!!! *kicks computer*

Anyway,

Yea Spider your probably thinkin i'm ignoring you because I havn't been online and no doubt you've probaly called and found the phone busy then logged on to YIM and found me not there.

Well just to let you know,

My computer isn't currently plugged into anything and is lying in peices next to me in the living room. Windows has shut down to prevent damage to the hard drive and won't let me boot it up. F***ing thing!

So I have to fix it some how with out using system restore because that isn't working either since I did something stupid, and keep it a secret from the parents, but Kain's gonna help me out as best he can.

And I've got my closet and Anime corner moved back into my old room, so sometime next year i'll get the desk and computer in there and maybe if i'm lucky the book shelf.

You know it's not easy pretending to be number one slacker... buuuuut ho humm I hope you havn't changed your mind,

Cause that'll kinda suck.

But hey! The living room is stuffed to the ceiling with all sorts of things for da Yashy demon to scale and eat and break and etc...

I called you earlier just to let ya know, but no one answered.

~Efra~

Ok ok i'll update sheesh....

Ok heres what's been happening so far:

Fighting with the *beeeeeeeep* parents, not like that's really news.

I've been juggling four Fanfics at the same time trying to get them updated which is frying my brains.

I'm being forced to think about what I want to study so my "teacher" can get thew books for me, is't that her job?

I've found a coooooooooooool anime called Trinity Blood but I won't go into details bout it because I won't shut up ^^

Ummmm i'm wanting to spend more time with Spider but she's working so WAAAAAA!! Anyway i'll live.

And wanting to get a job so I can have money but mom won't let me because i'm not "old enough yet", I looked it up and it turns out I am old enough but i'm not gonna try to tell her that.

I'm hopefully gonna be moving out soon, but I gotta wait for Spider to move first.

and currently looking for fooood T.T

Anyway that's what's been goin on the past 2 months

Nyahah! *glomps Mathias*

~Efra~

Well I just beat Sephiroth in KH2..... and well i'm VERY dissapointed with the scenes afterwards.....HOW DARE THEY!!!! THOSE FUCKERS!!!!!

FUCKERS FUCKERS FUCKERS!!! I HATE THEM!!!! I'LL NEVER FRORGIVE THEM!!!!

Axel *Gets all cute all of a sudden and cuddles up to him* Kill them for doing that please? *Gives the puppy eyes* Do it? Just for me?

Axel: *Raises a brow* What'll I get in return?

Efra: Ohhhh how about I let you light alot of shit on fire in my story? When I write it? Hmmm? Waddya say?

Axel: *Thinks for a moment* Alright you got yourself an assassination comming right up. ^^ *Walks off to kill the people that made KH2 for allowing such a thing to happen*


......Sorry if this offends anyone but....well i'm pissed....and I'm not nice when I'm pissed.

Kingdom Hearts is taking up toooo much of my time!!!!!!!!!! Meh I shouldn't complain it's my fault anyway. Soo yeah that's what has been up with me as of late besides seeing my ex friend yesterday 0.0 which was weird. It didn't even feel like we were apart for four years.... FOUR YEARS MAN!!!

Anyway YEAH Riku is the sex for me now!!!!

Axel: BURN BABY!!!! *lights everything on fire*

Efra: Get out of my LJ you sneaky flame ball!!!


~Efra~

*Stares at Riku's ass*